Another way to vent

Well i'm back once again. I know no one reads this or honestly gives a crap about me or my problems but I need a place to vent so i don't go all lone shooter in the bell tower. Ya see there is this girl, which on a side note is the beginning to alot of my problems, and she is my friend. I promised i wouldn't step over the line and try to make our relationship something more then it is. I tell ya, it gets damn hard to keep that promise. I can barely talk to her without almost saying something stupid to her. I'm getting to my wits end.

It's hard to not admit my feelings for her when i think about her more often then not. I'm not obsessed mind you. I'm not stalking her or anything, I'm a true gentleman, last of a dying breed i'd say, I keep my distance and listen to all that she has to say. The problem is I tend to dream about her alot then that leads to other emotions being brought to the surface and it all goes to shit from there. I still can't believe i made the stupid mistake of buying her a Valentines day gift. I really think she took it the wrong way. Yes i do have feelings for her but i was buying it for her as a friend. *sigh*

Well anyways now i can barely talk to her without wondering if i'm gonna say something that will be mistook for something it's not. Well i'm losing focus here .. I'm feeling a bit lonely and just felt like writing some thoughts down .. as Marvin the andriod said in "The Hitchhicker's Guide to the Galaxy" .. "Don't mind me .. no one else does."

Maxwell, King of the House!

This is Maxwell. My Mini Yorkie. He is 5 years old and weighs about 3.75 lbs. Even though he is small he is the King if the house. hahaha and a total pain but yet he's my dog and I love the lil bastard. hehehe. Just felt like posting this for no good reason. Just something different. :P

More info on Maxwell

He likes : to watch T.V. (especially the Meow Mix commercial), bark at .. Just about EVERYTHING .. (*sigh* so much sleep lost.), Tiny T-bones dog treats, going out to get the mail. And to have his tummy rubbed as he falls to sleep .. (BTW the dog snores .. sound like a tiny chainsaw :P)

He hates : Baths, Cats, Birds, Freds (squirrels .. don't ask) and long car rides ( as they usually lead to the Groomers or the Vet.)